My father was not the best of people. I do question if he was as bad as my narcissistic mother made him to be to garner my devotion to her, but I do know there are things about him that weren’t at all okay in society. However, he did, somehow, manage to instill certain beliefs, traits and ideologies I have followed even to this day.
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Signs
Life is often filled with little signs that try to promt you into action. If you don’t respond to them, they tend to disappear or. ecome a part of the landscape. Then a bigger sign will come by, and another, then a larger one, then maybe a neon one, till eventually, you hit the “DEAD END” sign and all options feel off the table. You’re left scrambling around trying to find anything that looks like a path.
Update: Weeks of weeks
So the replenishment manager also tested positive for covid. The store remains open because they want to get all the weekend sales and receive the truck of new items on Monday. I am disgusted and furious. The other manager spent most of their time complaining that they had to work on their weekend days off.Continue reading “Update: Weeks of weeks”
Weeks of weeks
The last two weeks gave been a bit trying and tiring. I’m hoping this next month is better.
Literally forever
It’s been forever and a day since I last wrote here. Hard to believe a month has passed by already!
New man
I have been without pets for almost 2 years now. I had to have my sweet puppy put to sleep in July 2019. It was one of the hardest, most heartbreaking things that I have had to do in my life. I still miss him very much and wish he were still with me.
Accidental revelations
Over the course of the last week, my mind had been heavy with the concept of sexuality and my own. I have often wondered why I am the way I am and why I am not like most when it comes to relationships.
Fetish and misogyny
Today, I’m going to talk about something that a lot of people tend to view as taboo, though, they don’t always know why, just that the concepts behind it are often considered icky, uncomfortable and/or unacceptable. In many ways, those feelings are justified.
Empty rooms
I had a dream last night that played upon a long running theme that my dreams have taken for at least the last 30 years. Last night’s was just a bit different though.
Early spring
It has been warm, sunny and beautiful outside. My curtains have been opened, the space heaters turned off, and my mood has greatly improved! I hadn’t been aware that the freezing temperatures would have such an effect on my mood.
