Anxiety brain is often times weird.
Category Archives: personal history
Uncharacteristic change
As I’ve said before, my daughter and I have been on rather terse terms since shortly after lockdown.
Weeks of weeks
The last two weeks gave been a bit trying and tiring. I’m hoping this next month is better.
New man
I have been without pets for almost 2 years now. I had to have my sweet puppy put to sleep in July 2019. It was one of the hardest, most heartbreaking things that I have had to do in my life. I still miss him very much and wish he were still with me.
Accidental revelations
Over the course of the last week, my mind had been heavy with the concept of sexuality and my own. I have often wondered why I am the way I am and why I am not like most when it comes to relationships.
Who do I think I am
This post has been long in the making. I have thought about it a lot since I started this blog. Who am I? What are my core beliefs? If I had to summarize who I think I am and what represents me, what would I say? It’s easy, but tough, because we are complex beings, for the most part. We aren’t black or white, but a myriad of colors that reach across a spectrum.
Missed intentions
People in FB drama groups are weird. Because of my past groups, I’m subjected as a topic of discussion these drama groups, even though I have left any and all groups associated with the topic of the groups I started, and post nothing about it all on my personal FB, it still doesn’t remove meContinue reading “Missed intentions”
The loveless
It’s Valentine’s Day. That singular day of the year that reminds me I’m shitty at finding soulmates.
Pandemic pessimism
March 13th was the last day I went to an office to work. Since then, I have mostly been at home, attempting to stomach the news of the horrible administration that existed at the start of the pandemic, the world in general, and people overall.
The nightmares of medication
My blood pressure medication causes nightmares. Ironically, due to my past, they aren’t that scary.
