Ever worked at a job that made you question your competency? Not the people you work with creating that mindset, but the way your work is evaluated?
Category Archives: introspection
Chaotic changes
It’s been a chaotic month for me. I think I’m finally coming to terms with the changes.
More dreams of hidden spaces
As I said in a previous post, I often have dreams about “found spaces” in my house. Last night I had another such dream.
Anxious recall
Anxiety brain is often times weird.
Dedication to unhappiness
Yesterday was the first time I had been out in public during the hours people go out.
The limited length of forever
One of the biggest things the last 3 years has taught me is that nothing is forever. From the moment that I type this to the end of ,y time and beyond. Everything changes, even if it seems to stay the same.
Signs
Life is often filled with little signs that try to promt you into action. If you don’t respond to them, they tend to disappear or. ecome a part of the landscape. Then a bigger sign will come by, and another, then a larger one, then maybe a neon one, till eventually, you hit the “DEAD END” sign and all options feel off the table. You’re left scrambling around trying to find anything that looks like a path.
Literally forever
It’s been forever and a day since I last wrote here. Hard to believe a month has passed by already!
Accidental revelations
Over the course of the last week, my mind had been heavy with the concept of sexuality and my own. I have often wondered why I am the way I am and why I am not like most when it comes to relationships.
Who do I think I am
This post has been long in the making. I have thought about it a lot since I started this blog. Who am I? What are my core beliefs? If I had to summarize who I think I am and what represents me, what would I say? It’s easy, but tough, because we are complex beings, for the most part. We aren’t black or white, but a myriad of colors that reach across a spectrum.