I woke up Saturday morning, feeling angry at someone who has not been a relevant part of my life since 2018. I hate it when something from my past comes and invokes all the old feelings I had back then. It says to me that I haven’t allowed myself to close that chapter in my life and I really need to because there won’t be any secure form of closure.
Category Archives: mental processing
Post Apocalypse
Do you ever think of your post apocalypse archetype? When the shit hits the fan and you are left to deal with the aftermath, who will you be? What skills do you bring to the tumbleweed communities that will gather together? How are you going to be represented in that scenario?
The Best Mental Break Ever
As I said in a previous post, I had a mental break last year. It was a scary, but somewhat life changing event that I am still processing, adjusting and applying to my life, nearly every day. As I exist in my life, I find myself rearranging my ideas and priorities of what my life is supposed to be, what it is supposed to mean, and what kind of impact I am supposed to have in this world.
Calling for Help
A funny thing often happens when you take that step, suck up the courage, and admit to the world the deep seated pain of loneliness and depression that has been prevalent in your life for longer than you can remember being happy.
Invasive thinking
Ever worked at a job that made you question your competency? Not the people you work with creating that mindset, but the way your work is evaluated?
First person shooters
It is kind of amazing the way people hold onto these ideas that if they haven’t had first person experience with things, it either doesn’t exist, or anything to do with it has been greatly exaggerated.
Chaotic changes
It’s been a chaotic month for me. I think I’m finally coming to terms with the changes.
A matter of concern
I read a post in one of my pagan groups this morning that made me worried for the poster on several levels.
More dreams of hidden spaces
As I said in a previous post, I often have dreams about “found spaces” in my house. Last night I had another such dream.
Resist advocacy for devils
Today in a discord server I participate in, someone mentioned they had to mute a channel due to the content within it.
Goddess of Foxes 