As I said in a previous post, I had a mental break last year. It was a scary, but somewhat life changing event that I am still processing, adjusting and applying to my life, nearly every day. As I exist in my life, I find myself rearranging my ideas and priorities of what my life is supposed to be, what it is supposed to mean, and what kind of impact I am supposed to have in this world.
Category Archives: introspection
On My Craft
I started onto the pagan path when I was 19. At that time, there was a huge new age/pagan resurgence, as it was the late 80’s – early 90’s. While not on par with the historic neopagan revival in the 60’s, and the unrivaled movement in the early 1900’s, it was still significant.
I’m Back
It’s been a while and a year or so. Things have changed even as they sort of stayed the same. It is the start of a new spring, and to be honest, it feels like the start of a lot of new.
Invasive thinking
Ever worked at a job that made you question your competency? Not the people you work with creating that mindset, but the way your work is evaluated?
Chaotic changes
It’s been a chaotic month for me. I think I’m finally coming to terms with the changes.
More dreams of hidden spaces
As I said in a previous post, I often have dreams about “found spaces” in my house. Last night I had another such dream.
Anxious recall
Anxiety brain is often times weird.
Dedication to unhappiness
Yesterday was the first time I had been out in public during the hours people go out.
The limited length of forever
One of the biggest things the last 3 years has taught me is that nothing is forever. From the moment that I type this to the end of ,y time and beyond. Everything changes, even if it seems to stay the same.
Signs
Life is often filled with little signs that try to promt you into action. If you don’t respond to them, they tend to disappear or. ecome a part of the landscape. Then a bigger sign will come by, and another, then a larger one, then maybe a neon one, till eventually, you hit the “DEAD END” sign and all options feel off the table. You’re left scrambling around trying to find anything that looks like a path.
Goddess of Foxes 