I have been wanting to do a podcast for years now.
My problem is I have too many things I want to talk about or do as a podcast.
A disjointed journey
I have been wanting to do a podcast for years now.
My problem is I have too many things I want to talk about or do as a podcast.
I have been spending a lot to time decorating my house the last month. I think it has started to become an obsession, but since it improves my living space, I’m not going to seek treatment.
Listening to LoA podcasts, then to anti-cult podcasts because there’s a lot of crossover, particularly with the large group awareness training cults because so many of them fall into the LoA teachings, distorting them to make themselves wealthy and/or powerful while abusing people to keep them in and constantly paying.
One of the things that I think I need a lot of work on is limiting thoughts. Those thoughts in the back of your mind that immediately override all the working thoughts I’m trying to manifest with.
I mentioned in a previous post how I’m not really good with the whole daily gratitude thing. I have truly struggled with this concept since I first heard of it, and it’s a habit that I really just can’t get into.
So I’ve been up in my goals, manifestation, and intentions since I wrote my post regarding manifestation. I need something to motivate me, something to work towards, something to feel a purpose with.
I remember when I was little, my mom would take me and my sister to the local grocery store. This was back before the huge strip malls and corporations had built their headquarters just down the road, and there were strawberry fields and orange orchards as far as the eye could see.
Near the middle of January, I went on a witchcraft spree. I reset my altar (A bit late for the new year, but you do what you can when you can), creates some personal spell jars and did some intention setting.
I have been brooding again for a farm. As I listen to these gardening podcasts, I yearn for a space that is large enough and sunny enough to have a more bountiful harvest that my deck.
Do you ever think of your post apocalypse archetype? When the shit hits the fan and you are left to deal with the aftermath, who will you be? What skills do you bring to the tumbleweed communities that will gather together? How are you going to be represented in that scenario?