realizations – Goddess of Foxes

dilemmas

I have been wanting to do a podcast for years now.

My problem is I have too many things I want to talk about or do as a podcast.

The long fall

It has been a long while since I last wrote. So much has happened.

Yesterday, I talked to my coworker who I used to work with at the union. As expected, it was a conversation mostly dominated by the horrible people who were and are still there. I hate regurgitation these things, but yesterday, something interesting happened…

Admission

I am going to admit something:

I have been disingenuous.

Weekend realities

I realized over the weekend that I need to prepare for being unemployed. I have been hoping beyond hope that I’d be hired long before the deadline, but now, I am not so sure.

Gender Awareness

This morning, I learned a new piece of information that I hadn’t been aware of. I had been made aware of this information by someone who was using it incorrectly to prove an incorrect point.

Broken Heart

Today, I listened to a podcast that talked about coercive control. It sounds remarkably like how my mother behaves and how we all lined up for her.

Wise Old Woman

At some point, my goal was to become an old wise woman. Will I ever get there? Probably not. I’m a mess.

LoA Realities

Listening to LoA podcasts, then to anti-cult podcasts because there’s a lot of crossover, particularly with the large group awareness training cults because so many of them fall into the LoA teachings, distorting them to make themselves wealthy and/or powerful while abusing people to keep them in and constantly paying.

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