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Category Archives: feelings
Broken Heart
Today, I listened to a podcast that talked about coercive control. It sounds remarkably like how my mother behaves and how we all lined up for her.
Wise Old Woman
At some point, my goal was to become an old wise woman. Will I ever get there? Probably not. I’m a mess.
It must be summer
It must be summer. I’m thinking of my mom and turning that whole thing around in my brain again. Summer has become one of those times of years that has become increasingly triggering for me.
Can we please?
I witnesses a bullying incident at a local fast food place, that supposedly makes sandwiches to benefit firefighters, in the town I work in this week. I could tell it was something that was happening on several levels, whether it was blatant and transparent, to subtle aggression
LoA Realities
Listening to LoA podcasts, then to anti-cult podcasts because there’s a lot of crossover, particularly with the large group awareness training cults because so many of them fall into the LoA teachings, distorting them to make themselves wealthy and/or powerful while abusing people to keep them in and constantly paying.
Weekend news
An old coworker of mine sent me a message yesterday. She said she had been thinking of me, and oh, by the way, she lost her eldest son 6 months ago.
Friday Mix
I really wish my coworker was more computer literate…and other topics
A Moment of Grump
An old boss of mine who knew that I was a writer once said to me:
“If my wife wrote a book, I wouldn’t waste any time reading it. I would want to read everything she wrote.”
Emotional Connections
It seems like we are living in a world where everyone wants emotional connections, but no one actually either knows what that means, or they think they know and are very wrong. All they know is that they are lonely and have needs they can’t fulfill within themselves, and they need to find someone outside of themselves to stop the loneliness.
Goddess of Foxes 